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sO THIS WOULD BE.. my concert virginity i lost at Bayfest 2005.. YASS :-)
 Crowd SurfEr Dude
 some chick that KEPT showin her TATTIES
 SALIVA!!!!
 And this would be MEEH... a NON-Concert Virgin anymore :-)
mwah
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[26 Sep 2005|05:33pm] |
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 I really dont look good with the dark hair.. I think i was just made to be a blonde.. BUT LOOK HOW LONG IT IS.. woo woo :-)
 *Back to blonde this weekend.. IM just too white for this shit.. :-)
::promise me:: I EFFIN" MISS YOU :-(
*iloveyoucf21*
}{tiff}{
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Im thinkin that someone needs to seriously kidnap me and take me home.. shit i'd pay you just to kidnap me.. :-(
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| My darker side!~! |
[21 Aug 2005|12:58am] |
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Okay it is a TOTALLY bad picture of me.. But its the only one i have right now, of my really dark hair... but if you dont like it, DONT tell me.. i dont wanna hear it :-) I totally forgot how to make it so you can just click on it.. but you'll be OKAY
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Tuesday: Sandy, Cody, Shedrick, & John all came to Pensacola! It was sooo awesome seeing them.. I felt like i was home, for a second.. Then i took Cody back to my aunt's house, so that nigga could spend the day with me. He saw my new hair.. But it is a total change, so he had to get used to it, i reckon. Anywho so we spent the day together. and then around 6 me and my cousin drove him out to Bonifay, and Eric picked him up...
I started school on Wednesday at Pine Forest High, in Pensacola, Florida.. The first day sucked, but its alright, i reckon.. I know i have to go through the bullshit to get to the good stuff.. And atleast im close to home now!!!
I cant wait to FUHREAKING come home. OMG im so excited. haha i feel like its the night before christmas and im 5 again! I just wanna see Amanda, and Jessie, and Sandy.. I wanna see everyone.. Gawd i miss you girls so much though, i miss the days when it was all of us chillin at Jessie's house. And at night, EVERYONE would be over there, sometimes even people we didnt even KNOW.. But i miss it.. I miss the drinkin, and the cryin and just being around all yall. AHH i wanna go back to the Summer of 04'... those we HONESTLY the best memories i have.. I love you guys :-( *ter alw smh jjh*
Anywho my aunt's house has NO AC.. and its SOOOOOooooOOOoo hott.. IM DYING.. but yea im gonna go...
*tiffanye*
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So things got changed around, and Cody and Chris decided to stay till
Saturday!.. woo woo i mean it was only 2 more days, but it was better
than nothin.. :-)
-I started school on Thursday.. I absolutely hated it.. I was obviously
the new girl, who knew, NO ONE.. I walked the hallways alone, ate lunch
alone.. sat in the back of the classrooms all alone.. Right when the
bell rang, i almost ran to my freaking car, i sat there and just
cried.. I hate it here.. Friday was no better.. Still sat alone, walked
alone.. Atleast at lunch, Chris and Cody came and checked me out.. I
ate lunch with them at McDonalds, and then came back to school, late..
Blah i dont freaking care.. Friday they had to change my schedule like,
2 times.. Retarded shit.. anyways, so i came home Friday and spent as
much time possible with Cody.. I didnt even want him to leave and go
take a shower.. haha.. But him and chris wanted to go play pool, so i
let him go... He came back and i had fallen asleep.. so he blew in my
effin face till i woke up.. And then we just layed together for a long
time.. and we talked alot.. Like about our pasts and stuff.. I donno...
Finally around. 4ish we decided to go sleep in the living room.. And
when i woke up I looked around and i couldnt see him anywhere, and i
asked ashley where he was, and she was like.. he left.. and i was like
wTF.. i almost started ballin right there, till she was like, "just
kidding, he's sleepin in your room." Anywho so i went into my room, and
just layed with him till Chris came in there, and was like Cody lets
go... :-(... so i walked him to the car.. and of course im crying.. we
just kinda buried our heads in each other's shoulders.. And we kissed
goodbye, and i could feel it gettin hard to breathe, so i was like..
"go".. but he wouldnt let me go.. gawd its so fucking hard.. I fucking
hate doing this.. I hate feeling like my boyfriend is FOREVER away,
that i havent seen my bet friends in FOREVER... i mean.. COME ON.. i
hate doing this. i dont wanna do this anymore.. its so hard.. i fucking
hate it here.. everytime i close my eyes, i see home.. and i see
everyone i love. im nothing here.. *im going...........fuck it
((I guess happiness is really just a phase...))
}{ I cant take my mind off of you..}{
~I love you Amanda Lee.. I miss you... *those shooting stars did shit
for me... :-/*
>I dont believe in wishing anymore. it gets you fucking NO WHERE...
its total bullshit.. SO Pinocchio and that "when you wish upon a star"
bullshit can kiss my fucking ass...<
/tiffany/e
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| End of the Road.... |
[03 Aug 2005|04:28pm] |
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Okay.. well today is the last day of summer.. I start school tomorrow.. And i honestly dont even wanna wake up in the morning.. Cody leaves tomorrow.. today is his last day, he's been here since Saturday night.. And its been so fuhreaking AWESOME seeing him everyday.. Gettin to kiss him or have him hold me at any time.. The past few days have just been pure bliss..And im so highly PISSED that it all has to come to an end tomorrow.
These are the classes im taking.. all fucking year long
1st - Early Child Care
2nd- Chemistry
3rd- Algebra 2 Hon.
4th- Spanish 1
5th- AP Macroeconomics
6th- Eng Hon. 3
7th- Journalism
Yea im HOPIN that the classes are hard, and i have to do alot of work, because when im working alot and stayin busy, time goes by super fast, and it keeps my mind off of stupidass shit.. But yea know. The lady down here, in charge of the Colorguard, heard about me from some of the peope we know at the school, and she really wants me on their guard.. But i dont even know what im gonna do. I mean i'd honestly give anything just to be at home, where im SUPPOSED to be.. I belong there, im supposed to be there, with my guard, with my school.. everything. I dont belong in this fucked up place. Everyone here thinks they are from fucking Scar Face.. i mean CMON'. But anyways, im just counting down the days, till i can visit.. and soon, im gonna be home for good.. People always talk about how fast high school goes by, well.. IM hopin it goes by like the speed of light.. Im ready to get the fucking outta here, and come home..
*I cant take my mind off of you..
ALW JJH SMH - I miss you girls ohh so fucking much.. I love you guys.. *best friends forever* Summer 04' (ahhh the good days..)
(i-l-o-v-e-y-o-u) *Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you... You are my only one, i let go, there's just no one that gets me like you do.. You are my only one.*
<3Cody Wayne<3 I HATE you leaving.. GAWD.. But i love you baby, oh so freaking much.. and we are NOT retiring here.. lol.. i love you stupidass.
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[26 Jul 2005|02:11pm] |
Hay Guys, i havent updated in forever.. I have no interenet in ours house yet.. Sucks monkey balls... Um yea... im in this hell hole right now..Umm i start school here on the 4th.. I took alot of hard classes, hopin it'll keep my mind off of shit.. I absolutely HATE it here.. I miss home sooo much.. I really didnt expect it to be this hard, or lonely.. But i guess thats fucking life...
-Fucking Bullshit, thats what this is....
*I love yall.. and i miss everyone oh so very much*
-Tiffany Elacia...
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[01 Jun 2005|10:41pm] |
What You Really Think Of Your Friends
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Jamie is your soulmate. |
| You truly love Amanda. |
| You consider Jessie your true friend. |
| You know that Cody is always thinking of you. |
| You'll remember Ashley for the rest of your life. |
| You secretly think Sandy is creative, charming, and a bit too dramatic at times. |
| You secretly think that Emily is colorful, impulsive, and a total risk taker. |
| You secretly think that Amanda is loyal and trustworthy to you. And that Amanda changes lovers faster than underwear. |
| You secretly think Holly is shy and nonconfrontational. And that Holly has a hidden internet romance. |
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| Its been a while.... |
[31 May 2005|09:02pm] |
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Where do i even begin... Ummmm lets see
School is out.. Umm i got Co-Captain for Colorguard and Captain of the Rifles, but i wont be here for it.. Im leaving on the 4th of June, to go to HELL... no really ... my world is over, or might as well be over after the 4th... yea i must admit that things arent the greatest, and actually things have never been this worse...
But Daleville & Alabama will always be in my heart, and i love all yall... Always....
~Tiffany Elacia Rios~
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Yea so its almost 1.. and i cant
sleep.. so i guess since i havent really updated in a while, i might as
well... Ummm all this week we have Graduation Exams, and im testing
Tuesday, Wednesday, and Thursday.. And not THIS coming up Tuesday, but
the next Tuesday (March14th) i get my license! woo woo.. haha im really
excited.. I dont have a fucking car to drive.. but yea atleast me and
amanda can drive around! yes we are losers..
Anywho so yea my weekend.. umm Friday, went to the baseball game.. It
was a double header, and we won both... And then after the game, Cody
drove me home, and i talked to Amanda, and she asked me if i was coming
over.. and i wanted to, but there was NO one here to take me.. So yea
Cody told me he'd come pick me up, and take me over there.. SO yea came
picked me up, and took me over to Amanda's, and we watched some of
'Saw' and then got tired, so we went to bed... Saturday i woke up, and
went to work.. Worked all day.. (Got to see Cody at lunch!) and yea at
the end of the day i went home with $75.. yass Saturday was a good
day.. SO yea after work, i came home and Tainya and Chris were going
out to eat, and asked me if i wanted to go, and yea we all went out to
eat at Ruby Tuesday.. and it was good.. And then Sunday work up, went
to church.. had my little talk with God, went out to eat with my
momma.. And how about. okay on the way to go eat, i called Cody, and
told him we were going to the Diner so i'd talk to him later, and yea
so we get to the Diner and there is alot of people there, so me and my
mom decide to go out to Enterprise.. Well i get home, and find out that
Cody drove up to the Diner to surprise me, and we werent there.. I felt
soooo bad.. so yea when i was going to work, i told my mom we were
running out to Daleville real fast.. And yea so i was talkin on the
phone with Cody, and i was like.. hay baby do me a favor.. and he was
like. yea? and i was like come outside and give me a kiss!.... :-)
yeayuh.. ANYWAYS so i went into work, cody came up there again, and ate
lunch with me. and then i went home around 5:45, with $45 in my
pocket.. Anywho so then me and jessie, and thomas all went out to DQ,
then Walmart, and then back home..
But yea i guess its nighttime for me... Goodnite
::with every step i take, my faith betrays me::
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[01 Mar 2005|07:05pm] |
FIRSTS
First best friend: Kari Sassenrath
First car: (NONE) lol
First real kiss: Anthony Hall
First break-up: Anthony Hall
First screen name: beniebaby333
First self purchased album: Nsync
First funeral: Christine's...
First pets: COCO
First piercing/tattoo: my ears
First credit card: (NONE)...lol
First true love: hmm i dont know? to me you only get 1 true love.. and thats the love ya have foreva..
First enemy: i donno..
First big trip: umm from Germany to Panama
First music you remember hearing in your house: Shania Twain, listened to it when i was like.. 3.. lol
LASTS
Last cigarette: mmmmmm
Last car ride: umm today, gettin home from school
Last kiss: Cody Wayne
Last good cry: Last night.. lol
Last library book checked out: umm i dont remeber
Last movie seen: umm i watched Gia Saturday night.
Last beverage drank: milk
Last food consumed: umm waffles lol
Last crush: cody
Last phone call: Thomas!
Last time showered: Last night
Last shoes worn: umm my potatoes
Last item bought: earrings i think
Last annoyance: how thristy i am, and there is nothing to drink..
I think im about to run up to the store now, just to buy a damn sprite... :-)
Last time wanting to die: dont know
Last time scolded: well..brandy tried today..but ahhha haha..like im gonna listen to that bitch!
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[27 Feb 2005|11:02pm] |
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Alright,l MY weekend, was just that..
It was ALRIGHT... Friday i came home after school, chilled for a lil'
bit... Then got ready, and Keely came and picked me up, then we stopped
at Jessie's and picked her up, and we all rode out to Rehobeth, to
watch the baseball game. We got there, during the JV game. And i got to
sit with Cody for a while, till he had to go get ready to play... and
yea so we stayed until the 6th inning, and then we left early so Keely
could see Myke. And yea so we took Jessie home, and picked up Amanda,
and then came back to my house.. And Myke chilled over here, and me
& amanda watched the notebook... Well i fell asleep in the first 25
min... but yea so around 3:30, my cell rings.. HMM its cody.. haha.. i
talked to him for almost an hour, and then finally went to sleep..
(Friday was me and Cody's 9 Months...)
Woke up saturday, got ready for work..
went to work... work sucked... Me and Jessie, went to lunch with
Keely.. went and ate at subway.. Cody came up there, and ate lunch with
me.. It was nice getting to see him! :-) *tiff was happy* lol
Anyways... went back to work.. finally went home around.. 7:30.. came
home.. took a shower.. started cleanin up my room.. and then around..
midnite, i started watchin *Gia*... Cody called me from Eric's house,
and told me he was finally coming over.. He came over, and we watched
Gia together.. And then we fell asleep on the couch.. haha.. and around
4:30 i woke up. and was like.. oohh shit... and then he got up, kissed
me g'nite, and went home.. I layed down, and went STRAIGHT back to
sleep.
Woke up Sunday.. my mommy brought me
breakfast in bed!!! woo woo.. so yuh ate, got up and got ready for
work... Went to work.. it rained all today.. So it made me EVEN more
sick, than i was to begin with... Came home from work.. And laid down..
And so yea im soo effin sick.. like i cant breathe. and my eyes hurts
and ugh.!!! i HATE being sick...but yuh.. im going back to bed.. im
pretty sure i aint going to school tomorrow.. YASS get to sleep in!..
woo woo
* i didnt know what to say.....*
(ter)
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| Military Ball |
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So yea Saturday was the military ball.. And i must admit.. The night
was perfect.. Everyone looked soo amazing, and it was just alot of
fun.. The food was great, the pictures turned out awesome, and yuh,
memories were made.. Cody made the night, so very great. Slow dancin
with him, havin' him sing in my ear.. And just feelin.. complete.. I
had the man im so head over heals in love with, and my best friends all
around me.. I must say, i had an awesome time.. Now here are the
pictures!
( I hope you had the time of your life )
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[14 Feb 2005|04:11pm] |
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So i have a little bit
of time.. and i decided to write.. Today was Valentine's Day.. It was
alright.. I finally ran my mile in ROTC (8:38) yasss.. I was happy i
finally made it.. But yeayuh.. for the other parts of my day, it was
just pure BOREDOM.. like.. in all my classes.. i just daydreamed.. I
donno. i've been thinking alot about.. what i was doing 1 year ago,
TODAY... like.. last year's Valentine's.. and everything. I donno. Its
really weird to think of how much can change in just 1 year... Its
kinda sad.. High school is going by really fast.. Its hard to believe
that in a few more months, a shitload of people i love, will be
graduated, and gone.. And then i'll be a junior.. WTF.. i'll be a
junior.. I JUST was a freshmen.. I was JUST gettin picked on for being
so young... I mean.. gawd.. where is all this damn time going.. But
yea.. last year's Valentine's was great, and this one was too.. So for
me "hating" this day.. It turned out Okay... But yea.. I JUST
got in a poopy mood.. So im gonna go lay down.. And PROBABLY day dream
some more, since thats what i've been doing all damn day..
*I love you*
:: You hold the answers deep within your mind. Consciously, you've forgotten it. That's the way the human mind works. Whenever something is too unpleasant, to shameful for us to entertain, we reject it. We erase it from our memories. But the imprint is always there. Nothing is ever really forgotten.::
>Tiffany E<
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Hmm.. so its Sunday.. and the weekend is over... We have school tomorrow.. PT.... BOOO... but yeayuh.. SO...
Friday- went to school, came home.. CHIILED... then Jessie came over..
We ordered a pizza and started to watch Fast & Furious 2, then the
doorbell rings.. Its keely & amanda (woo woo) anywhoz so they came
over.. ate some of our pizza! and we all sat around and talked for a
while.. Then they left, and me and jessie went into my room and watched
Night at the Ruxbury? i donno how to spell it.. but ya THAT movie..
anywho so eventually we both fell asleep.. (HMM SOMEONE FORGOT TO CALL
ME BACK THAT NIGHT...cough cough)
Saturday- umm me and jessie woke up, and got ready for work. booo..
anywho went to worked.. Talked to keely.. she came up to the commissary
and took me and jessie to subway for lunched.. I finally talked to Cody
and told him to come up there.. And he did! So i got to spend about an
hour with him...Anywhoz so after that we went back to work, worked
until about 6:15... Then keely called me, asked me what i was doin.. i
said nothin' so she told me to get ready, and we're going out.. haha..
alright so she came and picked me up... and we left a little before 7,
and i was home around 10:20ish.. so yeayuh.. it was alright.. Some
PEOPLE were trippin saturday night..(hmm cough cough) haha
-Sunday so YUH. me and my mom were SUPPOSED to wake up and go to church
and then out to eat breakfast.. But neither of us woke up.. haha. so
she just went to McDonalds.. Anywho so i ate.. and called cody.. we
were supposed to go look for a tux today.. So yea i woke the fucker
up.. He got dressed and shit.. came over, and picked me up.. We went
out to enterprise.. but everything was fuhreaking closed... So we came
back to my house..and chilled for like... 10 min.... TALKED about some
shit... (yea...BUMMER...) and then i got up and got ready for work..
Cody went home,a nd i went into work.. And i must admit.. that Ace made
me laugh today, in which i needed.. I think he knew that.. so he was
tryin'.. but it worked.. But anywho so yea i got off around... 5ish..
and now im home.. Good Lord i have no life!
HOW ABOUT... at work i was sittin on the bench, WAITING to get off..
alright.. and then this old guy passed me.. and was like "He still
loves you, its alright.. So dont sit there with such a longface.."
IT WAS A WEIRD.... i donno.. made me think though... BLAH>>....
*Anywhoz im going to lay down.. my feet hurt and im TIRED...
::sing like you think no ones listening::
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At the moment, i cant
really sleep.. So im thinkin that maybe if i get on here, and bullshit
for a lil bit.. That i'll get tired.. Hmm....
-Today was alright.. Cody didnt come to school today.. BOO.. had to
fucking walk myself to all my classes, and i didnt get to stand with
him at break.. 0 kisses.. haha.. Ill be alright.. actually we're doing
really fuhreaking awesome. Like the past 2 days have been like...
amazingly good... Like its reminding me of how we were when we first
got back together.. I donno its like all of a sudden i fell for him,
all over again.. BOOM... it hit me, again.. Its so awesome right now..
I dont even want to think about it ending.. I love you Cody Wayne~
-Yea so the Military Ball is in like 2 weeks, and im trying to lose a
lil weight, and hopefully get a LITTLE tan before the ball.. It should
all be aight.. The ball is saturday, and my dad is leaving friday.. its
gonna be weird without him.. But extremely less stressful.. And then
the first baseball game is the 22nd.. Me and cody's 4 months is on the
21st (how long we've been together this time) & on the 25th is our
9 months (how long we've been together, total).. i cant even BELIEVE
that 9 months ago.. i fell for this cocky, country boy.. haha.. Like i
remeber the night at Mrs. Sue's, like it was yesterday.. I mean.. I
remeber watching him walk up her yard, and thinking.. gawd this boy is
tooo hott.. hahaha.. and seeing him at school.. we never really talked,
he'd just smile at me.. ah.. his smile.. that smile STILL gets me..
melts my heart everything i wanna be mad at him.. I donno.. after all
this time.. I love him.. i still do.. after everything, gah.. it was
all worth it.. all the nights i was sad, or all the fighting..
everything was worth it.. because i KNOW i couldnt be with someone more
perfect for me... okay im sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo gonna shut
up.. Im just really happy that we're doing good!
-Im tired now.. haha my back is starting to hurt.. So im gonna head to bed :-)
::I am seeing in me now, the things you swore you saw yourself::
((tiffany))elacia((rios))
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So my weekend was alright.. Like i
went to Pensacola for Mardi Gras.. and Friday we went to the night
parade, and then woke up the next morning went to another pareade, came
home, and then partied.. haha it was purty kewl.. Would have been
better if Amanda would have been there, next mardi gras babe! But yea..
I came home today, Cody came over and saw me.. This is the 2nd weekend
i didnt get to spend w/ him. but i guess thats fine.. I can feel us
growin apart from each other, which is so weird, but i guess you just
deal with shit..
*sigh i've been in better moods than this.. but yeayuh.. im gonna go finish my food, and then lay down*
-I GOT MY DRESS FOR THE MB.. its super purty!
ok I love yall
-ter-
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